Crimson

I wish I could cry. Set all my emotions loose. Cause I'm just so tired of holding it in. People often tell me what I wanna hear, yet when a friend finally told me a honest opinion today, I almost fell apart. On the brink of tearing up, I stopped myself. Maybe I should stop hoping. In the end, disappointment is inevitable anyways. Sometimes, sinking into deep thoughts of your own only makes you feel worse and eventually fall into depression. So I'll just let the chips fall where they may be. And hopefully I can smile again..