How was my graduation day?


Honestly I really don't know how to start.
The fact that you walked in my class, holding a bouquet of flowers asking her to prom IN FRONT OF ME or the fact that you spat out the words: "Don't even try apologizing, I will never forgive you. I never want to see you again" or the fact that I cried my eyes out in the girl's toilet 3 times.


What you did, has caused irreparable damage to me. Be it my emotions, my thoughts, or my feelings are all screwed up now.


She loved the roses, no doubt. Kept talking about it, kept smelling it in class. I'm not blind, you know. It sucks having to witness everything firsthand. You were just a few inches away from me. How was I suppose to react? I couldn't plan an escape route cause she was right beside me. But in the end I couldn't take it anymore. I had to squeeze myself through and find my way out of the class and before I even know it, my tears were streaming down my face.


Soon, the news spread like wildfire. Everyone in school knew about it. They came by to congratulate you, all the girls gushing over how romantic it is. It's all over twitter, and sooner or later it'll be known as one of the 'big-scale' romantic prom proposal in our school.


You know that it'll affect me tremendously, and the fact that everything happened right in front of my very own eyes was just too much for me to handle. Even after everything, I still came and find you. I can't believed I apologized, what was I to be sorry about anyways? What shocked me the most was your reply and I was flabbergasted when you stormed off after that.


I just wanted to end things in good terms. Guess you don't feel the same way. I've done all I can do, and even until the very last day you chose to take away the slightest bit of happiness from me. I'm speechless.


Sometimes, I question myself why I care so much about you when you don't even give a damn. Taking revenge was all you ever wanted. Well, you have succeeded now. Seeing me break down and heartbroken was all that it takes to put that big fat grin on your face. You swore that you wanted me to suffer for the rest of my life. All I can say is that I don't wish the same for you. I want you to pursue your dream career, find the perfect girl and find happiness in everything you do. I really don't think you'd ever forgive me cause I know you too well.


All the best. I wish you well.


I shall grant you your wish. You won't hear from me anymore.