Saturday, December 22, 2012

it ends tonight.

Prom. 
I had a hell of a good time with my girls. Really.
The food was unexpectedly great, but the music that night was real bad, more like a karaoke session gone wrong. 
Went to prom dateless, but it's okay. I'd rather things be this way.
It's nice to see you happy with her, not so nice to see you slow dance with her, and it almost killed me when the kiss almost happened. Maybe the DJ felt my pain, and managed to cut the music just in time.
It still hurts, but I don't feel like caring anymore. It'll only make my life miserable.
So towards the end of the night, I decided to enjoy myself and screw everything that's in my way.
Totally made a fool out of myself, dancing like a drunk person, partying my night away. 
In the midst of it all, I realized that there's so much more to life and I'm not gonna let you get in the way of my pursue of happiness. 
It's like a heavy burden has been lifted off my shoulders and I'm finally free.
Free from the heartache, the pain, the tears. It all ended that night.
I looked rather with different with make up on, dunno whether its a good thing or not cause even I couldn't recognize myself.
You're a jerk, and you'll always be one. I'm sorry if I'm harsh, but it's true. After all you've done to me, and still I chose to forgive. 
If it wasn't for the makeup, I would have cried my heart out, but I'm thankful I didn't, because I know that you don't deserve my tears.

Here are some pictures:






















 I really like this picture of us :)
 Z, I know that's what people say-- you'll get over it. I'd say it, too. But I know it's not true. Oh, you'll be happy again, never fear. But you will never forget...

 

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