Wallflower;

It's a choice. To let go and move on, or linger in the past and hurt over and over again. 

Great day out with Fina. Great movie, The perks of being a wallflower. All in all, it was a great day. I'm just glad that we didn't bump into each other even though we were in the same mall for so many hours. I think I would have stopped breathing if I actually saw you and her. 

Not over you yet, but the more I think about it, the more I realize what a jerk you are. A jerk I'm still in love with, and soon, a jerk I used to know, a jerk that I gave my heart to, a jerk who broke me. 

Sudden urge to go see the city lights. Maybe it'll do my broken heart some good, but a day out shopping tomorrow with my girls will do too. :)