Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Is it really necessary to fight over such petty things? Just because plans changed, and I had lunch with my friends instead of with you. Is it really worth it to bicker the whole afternoon?
Sometimes I don't get it. Well, put it in simpler terms, I don't get you. I've apologised and offered to bring you out for lunch but you didn't have to ignore me and push me away throughout the whole afternoon right? I've skipped 2 classes just to accompany you, but all you did was ignore me and played your freaking game the entire time. The only time you opened your mouth was to call me a useless bitch.

Okay. First things first, I've never heard of anyone who calls their girlfriend a bitch. You might say that you don't mean it, but calling me bitch at a daily basis is just pushing it too far. And also thanks for motivating me to go on a diet by constantly reminding me that I'm fat. I know that and you don't have to keep pinching my fats and asking me to watch my weight all the time.

Tweet all you want and curse all you want. When I tried to make conversations with you and tried to cheer you up, you didn't even utter a single word. And as soon as I left, you just starting cursing me on twitter. Okay then, well I guess it's not really my fault cause I gave you a whole afternoon to be on good terms with me, but you chose not to. Not gonna cry over these small things anymore, cause crying only makes matters worse. It's not like you even care, you hate it when people cry and you just don't give a shit about it. Especially when it comes to me.

Well, good thing is that you're a good friend. Sometimes, well most of the times, I wished we were just close friends. Then you wouldn't pick a fight over small things like this, and you'd just shove it off your shoulder cause we're just friends. But since we're not just friends, every single small detail will be taken into consideration and hence leading to a huge fight.

Yeah, it's normal for couples to bicker and argue. But it just sucks because bickering with you is the worst shit ever. When I'm at fault, even after I apologise, you'll still hold grudges and won't forgive me. When you're at fault, I have to apologise as well. I don't know why but the blame will somehow be placed on me no matter what. In the end, you'll pick a fit and I'll have to beg and plead for forgiveness like a pitiful puppy.

Don't get me wrong, when things are good between us it's like we're in cloud nine but when we fall, it'll be free falling from ten thousand feet and landing on concrete ground face down. Relationships come with a price. You can only enjoy the happy times only if you get through the hard times. And the hard times are usually damn shitty to go through.

Appreciate the people around you. And don't treat them like trash. Please don't take people for granted because you'd never know which day they'll just stand up and leave you and your shit behind.

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